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The Guiltless
04:11
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I’m coming in
With a little bit hazy
You’ve met the man
But he’s just a myth
It all seems easy
When I’ve been drinking
But it’s only thing
That I’ve got going tonight
Most of these names disappear with age
Take a play right off their own page
Do you see, do you see what I mean
The guiltless left us here to bleed
When you want everything
Everything you see
Your grounded ideas
Become a little unchained
A state of mind
With a loose disease
Run right on by
To a criminal mind
Most of these names disappear with age
Take a play right off their own page
Do you see, do you see what I mean
The guiltless left us here to bleed
All that’s left here now
Is all that we allow
Most of these names disappear with age
Take a play right off their own damn page
Do you see, do you see what I mean
The guiltless left us here to bleed
The guiltless left us here to bleed
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2. |
I Won't Say It
05:01
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There’s too many things to say
And not enough words to convey
The thoughts that run
In circles on
The treadmill running inside of my head
There’s too many thoughts
On my mind
And I can’t pick out a single one
I wish that I could say
All the things I want to say
I wish I thought you would listen to every single word
I wish that we
Could have made this more
Than what it’s become
But I won’t say it
No I won’t say it
Thoughts of you
And I bleed out
Of my head
Leaving scars on memories
Yea, we just sit
In silence until
One of us forgets the questions unanswered
The days go by without any words from you
I wish that I could say
All the things I want to say
I wish I thought you would listen to every single word
I wish that we
Could have made this more
Than what it’s become
But I won’t say it
No I won’t say it
I wish that I could say
All the things I want to say
I wish I thought you would listen to every single word
I wish that we
Could have made this more
Than what it’s become
But I won’t say it
No I won’t say it
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3. |
The Last Goodbye
04:03
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You’re standing across the room
Dressed in your wedding best
You look so lovely over there
Like an angel, completely unaware
I’m drowning in your blue eyed stare
And it’s hard for me to breathe this air
This is my goodbye
Yea, this is my goodbye
Like all the things that must someday die
This is my last goodbye
I must be out of my mind
Because I shouldn’t be here at all
I guess you could say I’m in love with the heartbreak
And yet it’s difficult for me to look away
Say hello and I’ll find a reason to stay
Is it easier if I go away
This is my goodbye
Yea, this is my goodbye
Like all the things that must someday die
This is my last goodbye
So caught up in my own denial
That I couldn’t even see your smile
This is my goodbye
Yea, this is my goodbye
Like all the things that must someday die
This is my last goodbye
Yea this is my last goodbye
Yea this is my last goodbye
Goodbye
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4. |
Should Have Been Me
03:35
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White flag
And nothing but fear
I started out strong
But now I’m shaking
Mark off another year
Another one disappears
Why doesn’t anyone see
The death happening inside of me
Every time that I believe
It should have been me
Downfall
Whatever happened to peace
Can we get some rest
In these here ruins
Each one a grain of sand
It’s far out of my hands
Why doesn’t anyone see
The death happening inside of me
Every time that I believe
It should have been me
Hitting a wall
No one to call
Nothing at all
No nothing at all
Why doesn’t anyone see
The death happening inside of me
Every time that I believe
It should have been me
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5. |
Stay Away
04:34
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Well this ain’t new
I’ve heard it before
I just never thought that I’d hear it from you
And I don’t need your pity
No not anymore
It’s just another thing for you to take with you when you go
And now you’re sitting here telling me about all things that I don’t do
Well let me know when you’re through so I can have a turn
Lets get one thing straight you’re the one who walked away
But now you’re trying so hard to play hard these days
You’re standing there silent I’m just sad, but I’m the one who has to say
Oh why do you want to stay away, yea stay away from me
Hey that’s okay
Maybe I ain’t your thing
But you weren’t saying any of those things yesterday
You’re gonna try me again
Heh, one day just you wait
One of these days you’re gonna wish that you had stayed
And I’m just sitting here wondering just how this will all come back around
Let me know when he’s through with you so I can turn you away
Lets get one thing straight you’re the one who walked away
But now you’re trying so hard to play hard these days
You’re standing there silent I’m just sad, but I’m the one who has to say
Oh why do you want to stay away, yea stay away from me
When you make it back around maybe then you’ll finally have something to say to me
Lets get one thing straight you’re the one who walked away
Lets get one thing straight you’re the one who walked away
But now you’re trying so hard to play hard these days
You’re standing there silent I’m just sad, but I’m the one who has to say
Oh why do you want to stay away, yea stay away from me
Stay away from me
Stay away from me
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6. |
Smiling at Me Again
04:36
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Black tie affair
With a delicate dress
Whiskey and dead stars
Moving way too quick
Summer time beats
Swimming in the heat
Red hair can’t pretend that
We’re almost there
But no, not quite yet
No, not quite yet
Now we both know
That we’ve both been here before
And you’re smiling at me again
And I can see the future
It’s one I’ll never have
But you’re smiling at me again
Drown in another whisky
To help me forget
All of my deficiencies
Just a few more to go
Dressed to impress
And white lies to share
All night long
And not a single protest
Yea no, not quite yet
No, not quite yet
Now we both know
That we’ve both been here before
And you’re smiling at me again
And I can see the future
It’s one I’ll never have
But you’re smiling at me again
And I just wanted to say
That you, you’re so much better off without me
And I know that now
But you’re smiling at me again
Now we both know
That we’ve both been here before
And you’re smiling at me again
And I can see the future
The one I’ll never have
But you’re smiling at me again
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Koby Houston, Texas
Guitarist/Songwriter for Xwansongs, currently working on figuring out what a musical existence outside of the band looks like. Who am I? What do I sound like? Are these songs okay?
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